We need to have a meeting about how much I love you…
I am infatuated and intoxicated by your love….
I am surrendering to the drunken state of love,
which, in your presence, is like pure ambrosia!
I need your love – but can you hear my yearning?!!!!
I am like to the parched desert flower –
though one with the Living One –
still I thirst, and the water of our love is my deepest longing.
Will you be my water-carrier?
Will you sell your soul to the One God –
for absolutely no reward now –
and the absolute REWARD in the future?
Will you steal away with me,
in the dark of the night –
losing our clothes,
our minds,
our inhibitions,
our attachments..
all of our preconceptions?
Will you run with me…
in the fields of freedoms?
will you dance in the valleys of joys on joyousness?
Will you enrapt yourself so fully in our communion –
that I cannot distinguish male from female –
and two from one?
I guess, my precious –
I am asking?
~Will you go there?
Will you annihilate self-will for the greater good?
Will sanctity of Self pervade your very being,
so that I may commune with you,
in ways I cannot enunciate?!~!?!?!!?
It’s not about glitz and glamour,
I assure you –
but rather –
the Name which I come Inside of –
the Mouth on which I am drunk – drunk – drunk –
and the ever-persistant - - -Glowing Refuge,
which calls me Inspired,,
which makes me write,
and sing this poetry,
in defense of the truth,
and that which we may hold sacred - -
let the audience,
and all attending –
and all listening –
and those who hear –
and yeah, even those who have no ears or hearing ability –
may they hear the INFIINITE < love in this speech,
in this movement –
the reach of the God who capsizes my mind –
to the degree that I am lost with nothing left to find –
to the potentest sphere of sublime antiquitous rhyme –
till the apple ripens in prime –
and ‘til 19 says, “We’re divine!~”
till the oxygen catalyzes wine…
till the words I speak
Rupture New Heart-Paradyme!!!